靜默。

Breaking The Habit 自新





Memories consume like opening the wounds

回憶的消耗就像扒開傷口



I'm picking me apart again

我將支離破碎的自己再次撿起



You all assume I'm safe here in the room

你們都認為我在房間裡很安全



Unless I try to start again

除非我試著重新開始



I don't want to be the one the battles always choose

我不想成為戰爭所選擇的人



'Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused

因為在內心深處, 我了解我是個困惑的人



I don't know what's worth fighting for

我不知道有什麼值得奮鬥



Or why I have to scream

或為什麼我必須吶喊



I don't know why I instigate

我不知道為什麼我要慫恿



And say what I don't mean

並說些非我本意的話



I don't know how I got this way

我不知道我怎會走到這個地步



I know It's not alright

我知道一切都不對勁



So I'm breaking the habit

所以我要改掉習慣



I'm breaking the habit tonight

就在今晚, 我要改掉習慣



Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door

找到我的藥方, 我緊緊地鎖上門



I try to catch my breath again

我試著再次屏住呼吸



I hurt much more than any time before

我比以前任何一次都還要痛苦



I have no options left again

我再次地失去選擇的自由



I don't want to be the one the battles always choose

我不想成為戰爭所選擇的人



'Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused

因為在內心深處, 我了解我是個困惑的人



I don't know what's worth fighting for

我不知道有什麼值得奮鬥



Or why I have to scream

或為什麼我必須吶喊



I don't know why I instigate

我不知道為什麼我要慫恿



And say what I don't mean

並說些非我本意的話



I don't know how I got this way

我不知道我怎會走到這個地步



I know It's not alright

我知道一切都不對勁



So I'm breaking the habit

所以我要改掉習慣



I'm breaking the habit tonight

就在今晚, 我要改掉習慣



I'll paint it on the walls

我將把它畫在牆上



Cuz I'm the one at fault

因為我是有問題的人



I'll never fight again

我在也不會戰鬥



And this is how it ends

這就是結束的方式



I don't know what's worth fighting for

我不知道有什麼值得奮鬥



Or why I have to scream

或為什麼我必須吶喊



But now I have some clarity

但現在我可以清楚地



To show you what I mean

向你表達我的真意



I don't know how I got this way

我不知道我怎會走到這個地步



I'll never be alright

我有很大的問題



So I'm breaking the habit

所以我要改掉習慣



I'm breaking the habit

我要改掉習慣



I'm breaking the habit tonight

就在今晚, 我要改掉習慣